My life

A new day has ended.

I'm feeling blue, but I'm doing my best. What is my best any way? At this point in my life I must settle for that I'm second best in everything around me.

I'm a teacher and works the whole week long. At home, I have 4 kids, 3 boys and a girl and a husband. My husband works on a cargo ship, so he spends his time on the boat and are home during weekends. My oldest boy lives in the city, so during a week there is only four of us at home. My three other children are from ages 12 to 13 (twins), so they need some help with their homework. So at the top of it all I'm studing to become a teacher with a degree. This is my last year and this year I'm studing ICT. I'm so looking forward to finish up what I started soon to be four years ago.

I'm sorry for not being a perfect

1. teacher
2. student
3. mother
4. wife

I want to with all of my heart, but my head is in a mess. I'm trying to hold on and be strong!!